Pray

Dear God,

I just wanna say thank you for what has happened..
I just wanna come back..
Come back to the heart that You love..
I know You're my greatest Daddy, a Daddy that always accept..
I know You know my deepest heart..

Into Your hands, I give all my heart n my life..

I love You..

Amen ! :)

Someone's watching over me

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is just you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone 
And right now I belong
Took this moment to my dreams


So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me




- A powerful song from Hillary Duff -

Hmmm.. cuma mau posting sbntar lagu yg blakangan ni gw suka bgt.. buat gw keren ni lagu.. hahaha.. judulnya "Love is not a fight" by Warren Barfield.. Enjoy ! :D

Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
Then commit to never leave

So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees

Chorus:
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

To some, love is a word
That they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do

Chorus:
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for


Love will come to save us
If we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us
But demand we give our all

Chorus:
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
And if we try to leave, may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

I will fight for you
Would you fight for me?
It's worth for fighting for..

Be a good listener :D

Suatu malem, gw ngobrol sama salah satu temen gw.. 

Dia mengatakan sesuatu hal yang sangat menggampar gw, dan terngiang ngiang terus di kepala gw.. Dia mengatakannya berulang2

T ( temen gw )   :  saat gw down, gw tuh gak butuh ceramah2 dari kalian semua. Apalgi ceramah tentang agama.. gw gak butuh.. percuma aja, lu mau ceramahin gw. Sebagus apapun ceramah lu, pasti mental dan gak akan gw denger. “

Gw                         : (diam, bingung mau jawab apa) hehehe.. Iya2 gw ngerti koq.. jadi intinya lu butuh pendengar yang baik yah? Gitu bukan kurang lebihnya yang lu butuhin?

T                              : (diem untuk beberapa saat, sambil mikir) iya sih Ren..

G                             : (nyengir sambil manggut2) Oohh gitu yah? Hehehehe.. #PLAK PLAK ketamparbolakbalik

Sadar gak sadar, TERKADANG orang tuh juga butuh seorang PENDENGAR. Why? Karena beban dan uneg2 nya keluar saat dia cerita.. :)

Gw pernah cerita sama salah satu temen gw yg lain.. gw cerita sampe nangis2 didepan dia. Lebay? Gak juga.. karena emg itu yg saat itu gw rasain. Gw udah pusing banget sama masalah gw. Dan semua orang ceramah. Gw sih manggut2 aja pas diceramahin. Tapi entah kenapa saat gw cerita sama temen gw ini (sebut saja dia si “X”),sama si X, gw ngerasa lega banget. Gw ceritain aja semua beban pikiran n uneg2 gw dari awal sampe akhir. Sampe jam 12 malem, lebih malah kayaknya, dia jabanin n ladenin curhat gw ! Dia sih gak banyak ngomong.. Dia cuma senyam-senyum, cengar-cengir, menatap mata gw, dan yang paling penting, ‘dia sama sekali gak memotong cerita gw dan menganggap remeh cerita gw ’.. Dia juga cuma ngasih saran sedikit banget. Dia cuma bilang, “yaudah Ren. Sabar aja. Pasti ada jalan koq. U tetep percaya aja ya sama yang diatas..” Saran yang sangat simple, dan gw juga ngerti kali sebenernya. Setelah gw cerita sama si X, gw ngerasa beban gw keangkat banget. Plooongg banget dah rasanya. Malemnya gw berdoa, lalu tidur dengan pulas, dan sampai detik ini, gw gak pernah nangis karena masalah gw yang udah gw certain ke si X. 

Pelajaran yang gw dapet.. “BE A GOOD LISTENER!”

 Kadang qta perlu mendengarkan uneg2 orang.. karena dengan mereka mendengarkan uneg2 mereka, sadar gak sadar qta mengangkat beban mereka walaupun sedikit.

Menjadi penasehat ( be an advisor ) emang bagus banget. Perlu malah. Tapi inget, jangan lupa, jadi pendengar yang baik juga dong ( be a good listener ) :D

Yuk rame2 qta jadi “GOOD LISTENER”. A good listener will be a good advisor ! :

MY LANDLORD’S HOUSEMAID MOTIVATES ME THROUGH HER LIFE EXPERIENCE

                My landlord has a housemaid who has worked for him for 5 years. Her name is Enah Saenah. I usually call her “Uwak”. She is 51 years old woman and has been a housemaid since 11 years ago. I feel so helpful .She is so friendly and energic . I always see her smile. I like her happy face. Everyday I deal with her.

                As a human, she has some dreams for her life. She hopes happiness for her family and she wants to make her daughter happy. She wants to buy a house for her family. She works hard to reach this dream. She does not want to bother her daughter’s life with a financial problems. I also have a dream for my family. We both hope happiness for our family. I want to make my parents proud of me. She teaches me that we have to give more effort if we want to make our family proud of us. Uwak should work harder so that she could earn more money, and I should study harder to get high GPA, get more knowledge, and be success. I know, this is not an easy dream. But if we have will, give extra effort, and we surrender to God, I believe, one day we can get our dream.

                When I interviewed her for my writing assignment, I asked her about her challenges that she found in her job. She said that she did not find any challenges. I wondered why she could think like that. I asked her and she answered that it is because she has a kind and patient boss. Moreover, she always enjoys her job. No wonder, she has a happy face. She does all her duties with all her heart. I know, this must be a tiring job for 51 years old woman. But if we do our duties and job with a joyful heart , we will not get sick, get angry, or get tired easily. She motivates me to do all my assignment and job with a joyful heart and happy face. It will make me enjoy the life.

                I get a lot of thing from Uwak’s life experience. It  teaches me a lot of positive things. As a woman, we have to be strong and tough. We may not become a weepy and spoiled girl. To be a strong and tough woman, we must have a fighting spirit. It is a spirit that enables us to survive, no matter how hard is the life. She teaches me to do our job with a joyful heart and give some passion on it. Her big love for her family reminds me that we have to love our family because it is a priceless gift that was sent from God to each of us. 

Lionel Messi, My inspiration

            Lionel Messi is a professional football player from Barcelona club. His life and his struggle inspires me so much. He is a talented football player. He started his career when he was 16. His ex-coach trusted him that he could be a great young football player. He won many times of football match. He has a big spirit to be a successful football player.

            The thing from Lionel Messi that make me amaze of him is not only about his ability in football. He has a physical weakness, but he chose not to give up and stop to chase his dream. His physic does not support him to be a football player. He suffered a growth human deficiency. It makes his body become short. Although I never suffer any serious disease, I can see that nobody wants to be sick. Everybody wants to be healthy. I feel it too.

            Besides all his physical weakness, he has some strength that make me admire him. He has a fighting spirit. He never gives up to chase his dream. He keeps doing the exercise. He does it extraordinarily.  His persistent of doing exercise make him become a famous football player. Now I realize, if I want to be an extraordinary person, I have to give an extra effort.  Although he is famous, he is still kind and helpful. He established Leo Messi Foundation, a charity supporting access to education health and care for vulnerable children. He helps many people. He is a humble man. His popularity doesn’t make him to be arrogant. He teaches me that popularity is transitory and it is just God’s gift. So there is no use to brag.

            I learn many things from him. He teaches me a lot of things. He never stops to chase his dream although he found many obstacle. He teaches to do the best as I can and never give up to chase my dream. He can be so successful because he always do his best and even give an extra effort. Messi’s struggle reminds me a motto “no pain no gain”. He gets his success because he has paid it with an extra effort.

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Halo.. saya baru buat blog.. sebenernya karena disuruh sih sama bu guru.. hehhehe.. tapi ya udah deh.. hehehehe.. Hmmmm.. okay thats enough for now.. it's time for me to buy ice cream with my friends, Beijing and ko ucak.. :) See you all guys..